i've just made myself look bad

gregory the hawk never said it better than i did.

and so when i'm sitting here freezing
i'll never remember you again

and whenever i see that church
i'll never laugh at you again

and whenever i hear those songs
i'll never sing to you again

and whenever i start crying
i'll never let you kiss my cheeks

and whenever my first period ends
i'll never be late for second to see you

and whenever i become an idiot
i'll never think of you

and whenever i wake up
i'll never pick you up

and whenever i go to sleep
i'll never call you

and whenever i need some company
i'll never let you be there for me

i've made myself the fool.

but not anymore, and never again.
i will never let you in and i will be free.
i have someone else waiting for me,
and he is everything that you'll never be.

i won't tell you this is hard.
or i'm glad you won't read this.