i'll love you tomorrow, it's only a day away

I will begin with a few words and hopefully i'll end up with a little more than i bargained for. you have shown me that you're something else, and as awkward hilarious i find us; there is something there that never has been before. it's almost as if when i look to you, your smile never fails to meet my gaze. there is a warmth in the fire that burned away the old, and there's a warmth in the spark i haven't felt before, and there is a warmth in the blankets we hide under. i want to talk to you all the time, even though there is almost never anything to talk about. i can't help but laugh with you, only because i'm so happy to be next to you. even the times when that's all i can do, you never badger. i'll admit the initial apprehension, but i'm happy we spent that friday night together. in vain, i blamed my shaking on the cold air, but now i can't hide that i've relied on you; like yellow does on blue. you're my good feeling, those warm fuzzies mr. k always talks about. i feel new, i feel so free, but all i want to do is to be there when you're there. i want to make silly jokes you might not find funny, i want to argue about music and laugh because we both don't know what we're talking about, i want to spend time not watching tv shows or answering our phones. i'm a lucky little bird. and since i can't wait, happy one month anniversary. 2/22/10 <3